But as incredible as all that is (and it IS incredible), do you know what amazes me even more? Do you know what brings me so close to tears and in awe of what my God does? It's the text message conversation at 1:30 in the morning with a former student of mine who is facing a truly huge life crisis. After four years, I am the first one he calls. It's the phone call from a
weeping mother of one of my current students, who after having a conversation with her daughter, called to tell me (thru her tears) how grateful she is that I am her daughter's teacher. It's the cry of delight as my grandson cries "Boppa!" when I come to his house. It's the realization that at home, as my wife and I watch a movie together, I look over at her and realize that after 34 1/2 years, I still love this woman.
I have managed, with a great deal of skill, to avoid fame and fortune. And I suspect that will continue to be the case. But - I think that I wasn't put on this earth to be famous or rich. I believe I was put on this planet to be a husband, father, grandfather, friend and teacher. The world may assess my life and find it wasted and in want. But I suspect and in fact believe that the God Who placed me on this mudball called earth places more value on my being a husband, father, grandfather, friend and teacher than He does on my bank account or hits on my YouTube videos (Good thing, too. If YouTube hits were God's measure of success for me, were I to die right now, I think I would be consigned at least to the fifth level of Dante's Hell).
Mr G
wow, that was a wonderful read!
ReplyDeleteThank you, breezy - I have been enjoying your blogs on this oh so restful day as well.
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